Wed. March 30, 2011 |
We had all the photo albums out on the coffee table and I have to say it was healing and a little joyful to look at them. Talking to Andy made us feel a little better about our decision and reminded us what a wonderful long life we gave Palmer and how he gave us the best years of our lives.
That night, he didn't sleep in his playpen. We brought him into one of our beds and cradled him all night. I spent most of that night staring at him. He only woke us up twice that night and kept kicking me in bed (unintentionally). I noticed a type of tremor kick that started the day before during his naps- similar to a dream state. So I decided to believe he was having some peaceful dreams.
When you have accepted that your pet's time is near, it's time to cherish every single moment even more than ever. Take time to just sit and relax with him or her. Unless your pet is in pain, any special diet or supplements can be shelved now. Of course check with your vet first. We gave Palmer his subcutaneous fluids up until Friday (the day before) to help flush toxins and give him a little energy. We stopped most his supplements by Thursday with the exception of B12 for his nervous system and a little Fish Oil. I did a little lavender aromatherapy and massaged him. For you, only communicate with supportive friends and relatives. This is not the time to speak to those who don't quite understand what you are going through or can't understand why you didnt do this "a long time ago". You don't need any judgmental feedback at a time like this. Just remind yourself you did everything you could for your loving pet and he or she knows it.